come out, loose!

i've been thinking.. maybe i just have to let myself out in the open.. LOOSELY. i have, and had been just that, being as "vocal" as i was with what and how i feel. however, i just had been that whiny, and mumbling about it behind. i have always kept myself from doing it UPFRONT, hiding from it when the problematic scenario arrives.. i come out clean, pretending everything's fine. i wanted to be and to do anything without thinking about how others feel and or assume of who i am. it is excruciatingly tiring to keep on wondering how would others perceive me with what i do.. painstakingly remained as paranoid as i had been for ages.. i want to be loose for myself, AND NOT for anybody else. i want to be someone that i could be without having to think that some people might not like being me, or sticking in to my brain that i am not doing anything sensible because others don't think of it as something significant. according to the best buddies that i have in my entire life, DO WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY, dude. sometimes you cannot act because it is "socially" incorrect, as dictated by standards of humanity that has just been driven by relentless traditions or by someone we don't know who had been babbling about the fairness or otherwise of our so-called life, pretending he can therefore speak for the entire human race. do whatever you think is right, making sure that you have kept your faith and principles uptight, but coming out loose, with perfect binding to keep it altogether;) i love this life, we are only given the chance to live it once. seize it. live to the fullest. CARPE DIEM.

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