Garrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

Kelangan ba parati nalang ako galit?!

Nakakainis!!!!!!!! Gusto ko na syang sakalin. Ang labo kasi!!! Tapos feeling nya ako talaga yung malabo. E sa totoo lang nde naman nya alam eh! Kaya kala nya malabo. Lakas mo magalit ha. Badtrip ka talaga as in. Pag nakita talaga kita, nako, sasakalin talaga kita hanggang sa hindi ka na makahinga! Bwiiiissssssssseeet! Huhuhuhuh. Nagagalit ako, pero naiiyak naman ako:'( waaaaaaah nakakaasar na kasi eh. Parang ako lang talaga may kasalanan ng lahat. Anong magagawa ko eh kung ganon talaga?!?!?!

Ambwiset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pigilan nyo ko. Pigilan nyo ko!

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Impulsive

Oh well, I haven't grown. Still the impulsive buyer that I am. Now that I am in the 'depression' mode, I am even more impulsive than ever. Grrrrrrr. I hate myself for being that. I tend to splurge and waste away because I am damn frustrated. This just tends to be my tension/depression release. My escape. My diversion.

I can't forever stay this way!!! Can somebody tie my hands?

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Bittersweet tonight

And the rain came pouring. AGAIN.

The weather seems to bring more gloominess to my setting. I am even more depressed with the black-and-white hue, the smell of raindrops, and the thought of stepping into wet road. I have never been a fan of this season, and it saddens me most that the rain came falling with my season of depression.

I had a great night though. I spent it indulging to a mango-strawberry crepe in Haagen Dazs. Feels heaven actually, although I could've enjoyed it better with more ice cream;)




Thanks to Angel, She and Pearl for being with me tonight as I succumb myself to... to.. to.

I gotta get back to work;(

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I'm back!

It's been a month I guess. I never got around of putting up something for several reasons. Hehehe. Tinatamad, walang time, sobrang busy, laging antok, bulok ang pc, walang masulat. Oh well, they are just some of the 'several'.

And I came counting my posts. I read from pong that he just reached his centennial post (Congrats!). I just realized that I am nearing my 2nd year in blogspot. Whew. Time really flies by so fast, isn't it?

I read my first few posts and I grabbed some of them (due to lack of time or should I say inspiration to post:P)

Fairy Tales
Published Thursday, June 24, 2004

Always and has been with the happy ending

I dreamt

Idealistic as i have been
I still believe in wands and wishes
That somehow i'd be able to find
My knight
To rescue me from misery
And lift me to serenity

I am wound with ropes
Unable to escape
The villains of happy endings
Let my hero
Unleash me from captivity
And let us runaway
Till we reach the liberty
From the abundant skies

Kisses, let it be my comforting sheets
Embrace me, to feel the warmth of security
Caress me with your undying love
The touch of your hand, YOU
The conqueror of my heart
I am living again

I am awake

A fantasy that is bound by an enchanting spell
Let the fairy cast it on me

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in real life, love has to be possible. even if it is not returned right away, love can only survive when the hope exists that you will be able to win over the person you desire.

ANYTHING ELSE IS FANTASY.

--by the river piedera, i sat down and wept.

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