Paparazzi #004: Closing Time

Closing time - time for you to go out, go out into the world.
Closing time - turn the lights up over every boy and every girl.
Closing time - one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.
Closing time - you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from.
Closing time - this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters
come.
So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found
a
friend.
Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning'send.

Yeah, I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from...

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning'send...

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Relasyon

Iniisip ko na kung anong iniisip nya.
Natatakot ako pag may nasabi akong iba.
Natutuwa ako pag napapangiti ko sya.
Pakiramdam ko, ang galing ko talaga.
Kelangan kong gawin mga sinasabi nya.
Pag hindi, eto ko namomroblema.
Lahat ng ginagawa ko, dapat pabor sa kanya.
Kung hindi, eto ko sisihin ko sarili ko na mali na naman ako.
Perfectionist daw ako, pero sa tingin ko may kulang lang talaga.
Naiinis ako pag hindi ko nabibigay ng tama.
Ako na naman mali.
Hindi ko lang talaga siguro kaya.
Bibigay na ako.
Ayoko na.
Aalis na ako!
Wag, nasa isang relasyon ka.
Wag mong takasan. Tapusin mo.
Gawin mo ang dapat.
Hindi lahat ng gusto mo tama.
Pero di lang din naman ng kala mo tama, makakabuti.
Hay nako ang gulo talaga ng mundo.
Pero kelangang magsaya.
Pwede naman, diba?

Sabi nga nila, mahalin mo trabaho mo. Wag ang kumpanya. Hahaha. :P

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Overshadowed

Waiting for the star to fall... to come granting my wish.
Please please please, a heartful of pleas.
Ease this wounded soul, this broken heart.

+=+=+=+
How could one ever know how to do the right thing?

IMY.

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MT

Officially the "steady" state is over.

I am now in phase of THE GREAT DEPRESSION.

Spare me. Will you?

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Agimat

indeed, a noble life he led.

a tribute to a man whom i believe to be the greatest for me to know. in my lifetime. even if it would mean knowing him barely for 21 years. but seemingly, i've known his entirety for days, i can even use my hands for counting.

I cannot even draw together the words that would, at the very least, to give justice and put into prose the life he had for barely a century of living. Loving spouse. Eleven children. Hero to be called. There's so much with this man that I have to say I never fathomed to be the life that he led. He gave me more reasons to give importance to life (in general) to raising a HUGE family (11 children, with 9 in-laws, 27 grandchildren, and 3 grand-grand children), to living a noble life (which does not mean being a hero in the flesh. but doing simple things that truly express nobilty with a noble heart), to fighting not only against man, but against death during wars of the world, to leading, being highly-respected and making a mark to his community.

at the last breath, selfless he was... until the end. open arms, he accepted the new life he would live with HIM.

as i stared for two days beside him, it made me put that mark that i would be as loving as he was. that i will also find that man that he would be just as him. i have raised the mark to living life more than seizing the day. i have never felt that much pride in myself than that day. amidst the tears that seemed to have never ceased to flow, is a proud heart we bore, is bearing, and will always be, that we have come to know this man.

i heard gunshots. at the strike of 12, covered with a blanket of a nationalistic banner, he was laid to rest. in peace. through eternity.

we love you and will always be remembered.

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Paparazzi # 003: A View from the Top

The busy streets. The tiring strides. I am here.. At the top.

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Thanks

Thanks to the trips of kay, the box of sand from mark, the portraits of her soul - lheng, and to anna for making me love fridays even more... For keeping me in touch with their lives even if it will take a miracle for us to see each other as often as we did six months ago.

Lheng: 3 weeks will just spin off without you knowing. Hehe. Doze yourself to sleep.
Anna: Don't think that it's his lost. You didn't lose anything.:P
Kay: Bru! It's always been good hearing from you that you're doing great. Enjoy the life! Cheers!
Mark: To movies and heartaches and points of view in life. You've never changed. More so being in-touched with your "feelings". Still that same ol' designated-sensitive male.

I miss you all. Take care always. *HUGS*

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