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A battle with myself..

Highlighting #6 and #9.

and, oh - fickle-minded as MEN are.. but not as intense =b


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Full Moon

The night is dark
But the light of the sun
Reflected through this satellite
Is shining down on us

I rest my head
By the striped seats of the bus
As I stare at the perfect roundness of
The seemingly cratered disc
Silvery, shimmering, with halo-like ring
I admire
Even if the shadows of the clouds
Is trying to hide its beauty

It's running after me
With toss and turns
Of curves and straights
To every path we take
It's watching over me

Gleaming with bursts of light
Bleeding in luminosity
The radiant moon has come to
Embrace me with the touch
Of an endearing gentleness
And flashing me that passionate glare
Like eyes beaming in fantasy


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Things I Want to Have After College Life

i've had my moments thinking what i haven't got "during" my college life (technically i am still in that phase though..). so now i'm planning ahead and make sure that i get these after 10 years. haha. i'll be getting back on this. hoping this blog is still alive (and free from "Stalkers".. yeah yooouuu!!!)

1>> first and foremost, i want to get a LIFE i can call my own. haha. steering on my own wheel of life.

2>> i want to have a job that will sustain me for 50 more years.. that i can eat as much as i want, just gaining a few more pounds (i'm thinking of a 110 threshold. haha. but i have to keep in touch with my tummy getting as big as.. you know what. haha)

3>>after having that job that i want, i need a car. hehehe. i think i will have in the near 5 years or so.. but that'll be the time when all my brothers have their own families that they will be leaving the cars behind. haha. i want a jet-black car.. i do not prefer leather seats because they get a little bit uncomfy, when you're all sweaty. yeeeckk..

4>>i want to have a laptop. for sure, i'd be working with my bestfriend, the computer... in the world that i live in called the world wide web.

5>>i want to change my cell phone. hahaha. i want to throw mine today. harharhar. i dreamt last night that i was standing by the window at 4th floor of Gox and i "accidentally" dropped it. i was quite happy it happened (it was half-accident, btw) but unfortunately, dumb me, i dropped it over the blue altis car. hahaha. which will cost me even more.  soooo, which means that i still have to wait for time to tell whether i should change it or not. hahaha. 

6>>i need a new wardrobe. haha. i am tired of the jeans and shirts. i will be sure strutting myself to the corporate world and i need a new make over. harhahar. well not really. i wouldn't veer away from my usual comfy tees and rubber shoes. i love 'em. but maybe i'll be trying a bit of heals, skirts and more pleats. hahaha.

7>>books. books. books. i'll be investing much on these when i have my work. i plan to build a library of my own. hahaha. how i wish. and how i wish i have the luxury to read as much.

8>>cds.. vcds.. dvds.. and not pirated ones, please? haha. be one of my investments too.

9>>family? oh well. that should be something. i want to but...

that's about it. and i've been thinking, that i still have less than a month to fulfill things i never had in this lifetime. maybe it's about time...

everything is shortlived. make the most out of it. CARPE DIEM kiddos.


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Tulog - Chad Borja

i remember singing this song when were up to the beach last summer. played the CD 5 times round and round. my parents liked it though because they didn't change it to their nat king cole's/bee gees/frank sinatra cd's. harharhar. thanks to my sister for giving it to me. (haha, i assumed she's giving it to me now. hehehe. (may bf na naman siya. bwahahahahah!)

Sa pagtulog ko ikaw ang nakikita sa isipan
Puro sa 'yo lang napupunta ang bawa't kuwento

Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin
O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay
Tuloy-tuloy pa rin
Lumilipad sa aking isip
Ayokong magising
Ayokong malayo sa piling mo

Kahit na imposible okey lang
Basta't palaging andiya't kasama ka
O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin
O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...


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Confirmed

yes it is confirmed. always thought to be the rumors, but oh yes, it is true that my sister has a boyfriend already. actually, we've been suspicious about it, and 'assumed' that she really has, but now it has been divulged that she really is now in a relationship. DAYM! my brother has snooped into her cellphone today (because there has been friggin' 10 missed calls i guess..) and read the message, calling her HONEY. yikes!! bahahaha. and just now, when i came to open the invitation she had for a debut (gosh, i missed attending those.. and the overnights in the hotel. waaaah) there was a note saying that "pwede mong dalhin yung bf mo kasi i reserved an extra seat for you." daaaaaym!!! what was that all about?!? and add the fact that my mother hasn't reacted violently, and if i were correct and if my visions were right, i just saw her smiling. is it a smile of acceptance? or denial stage that maybe kids today just casually call each other honey? brrrrrrrr.. this isn't true!! waaaaaaahh. or  am i getting bitter now?

what is freaking wrong with me?!


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Make You Mine - The Corrs

Wondering, waiting for the day to fade away
So I can hold you once again and chase the fears away

Lie with me
Show me how you feel
I'm falling for you deeper everyday

When the night turns over
I'll lie with you
When the morning wakes you
I'm there by you
When the daylight takes you
I'll miss you
Til you come back home to me
And I can make you mine oh mine

Wanting you
Every waking moment I'm on fire (I'm on fire)
Always needing you
I'm aching for you only
I'll never tire
Promise me
This is how we'll be
I'm falling deeper everyday

When the night turns over
I'll lie with you
When the morning wakes you
I'm there by you
When the daylight takes you
I'll miss you til you come back home to me
When you come back home to me

I'll break you
I'll chase you
You'll find that you can't stand to be away
Not for a day (not for a day...)
Oh and when life defies you
I'll be the soul
You'll never go astray...
And you'll be mine, mine, mine, mine, mine...

(Fly with me, loose reality)
I'm falling deeper everyday
So when the night turns over
I'll lie with you
And when the morning wakes you
I'm there for you
When the daylight takes you
I'll miss you
Til you come back home to me
And I can make you mine

When the night turns over
I'll lie with you
When the morning wakes you
I'm there by you
When the daylight takes you
I'll miss you til you come back home to me
And I can make you mine mine, mine, oh mine
Oh mine...

reminiscing and cruising to the Best of The Corrs CD. i miss TOC... san na kaya yun?! huhuhuh;(


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Sonnet 17 - Pablo Neruda

i love Pablo Neruda, and made me love him even more when i got to watch Patch Adams. awww. although they have been telling of some poetic licence of some sort. it doesn't matter. i love it.

I do not love you as if you were the salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
 
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
 
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
 
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

i kept this sonnet posted on my notebook for five years. :( i missed that note.


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The dreamer - Random Thoughts

>>
i feel like blogging away. sometimes it's therapeutic. and sometimes i feel that i am able to fulfill 'at the very least' my dream of being a writer... but now that i am awake, i am haunted by the fact, of reality, that i am still in a struggle.

>>
i am frustrated, really. in all aspects. so i am dreaming away all these fateful wishes and hopeful sighs, that maybe someday... like a wish on a star. will all come to meeee...

>>
i will be the blabber that i am again. haha. i am noting to myself that i have been noticeably gaining some weight. i haven't checked it out how much i gained, but i did, significantly.. i am happy though, but i am worried that i might not be able to stop getting bigger. i don't want to get big like my sisters. NOOOOOOOOO!!! haha. i don't want to let them realize that karma is getting back on me.. harharhar.

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i miss eating yellowcab, or sbarro. i miss talking over the phone. i miss watching movies (last i saw was day after tomorrow. not an over movie-fanatic, but it feels good watching one though). i miss hanging out at pearl's place (under the moonlight, wide breezy garden). i miss the story of Maria and the suspense Da Vinci Code. i miss watching cielo and romer and lawrence (teehee!). i miss watching CHARMED!!!! (how's piper doing? they've been telling that maybe chris is somehow related genetically to wyatt? hmm, i forgot the connection). i miss the dance-revo. i miss the babies (gabby and baby mae). i miss staying late talking (most of the time about nothing, or the never ending topic about L-O-V-E and at times added with some *bleep*bleep* stories. hahaha. i'm learning!) i miss having a walk (brisk walk, with some talking. [not HHWW. i don't miss it because it never happened anyway!]). i miss playing badminton (for 4 straight hours without eating!). i miss eating ice cream on  sugar cones. i miss the magic mic (singing, out-of-tuned, the never ending The Corrs songs! haha).  i just realized i missed Meteor Garden (hahaha).  i'm missing out on a lot. where have i been?!

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i am rekindling Jason Mraz to my heart. haha. i just realized i missed him, too. my sister borrowed the "pirated" copy of Waiting for my Rocket to Come and it's just now she gave it back. i'm playing it now (i won't worry my life aawaaaaayyy..) and will be playing the other tracks which mark gave me before. hehe. i love the 2 JM's. Mr. Mayer and Mr. Mraz. hahaha. i wanted to write like they do. and play the guitar as good as them. but i don't even know how to strum it perfectly! daym. i've been wanting to play it, but nobody even wants to try to teach me:( like my wanting to learn how to drive.

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do i have to learn everything all by myself?!?

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oh well. i'm sleepy and i am about to enter my dreamland where everything i could possibly think of (wanting to happen, those i miss will not be missed anymore) will turn to reality. but as i open my eyes tomorrow, i welcome myself back to earth.

>><<
i am almost finally finally out of words.. - mr. j.mraz:)


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Ironic

it's been a while.

i'm really burnt, but i have to keep it burning. i am really tired everyday, that the moment i step into the door of our home sweet home (prolly around 11pm, that is. augh!) i rush into the closet to change, run through the washroom to cool myself and refresh a bit.. and i scramble to my bed (which is quite embarassing to sleep into because my sister has been sleeping beside me for some weeks now... being the 'scaredy cat' that she is, having to hear dogs growling [seeing ghosts daw] and keeping the other room empty), curl into the sheets and lay myself to sleep in seconds. wake up in the morning still feeling groggy (haven't recuperated from the hours of sleep i lost during the overnight) and rushing again to have the warm bath to keep me awake for another day.

three days to go for the deliverables, and it sinks in JUST NOW that, DAYM, it is really nearing.. and IT IS NEAR!!!! waaaaaaaaah. we haven't finished testing, doing that thing for three weeks and counting. but it doesn't end in three days. it'll keep haunting us until the D-day comes. D for doomed, disaster, damned, death-defying (haha, i'll be cold as dead) defense day. waaaaaaaaaaaaah. i hope history wouldn't repeat itself, or even turn out worse. i wouldn't know how to handle the worst. i'm hella scared, nervous and freaking panicky over this. Roger, roger... PARANOIA on call..

on the other side of my melodramatic life, i have been thinking that i have no life beyond school. i really wish i had. i wish i had something exciting to look forward to each day. more reasons to wake up for another day. something to keep me "busy" but not to the point that i have to do it for most of my day. haaayyyy. however, i've been thinking about the irony that i have been wishing to end school, but for sure, at the end of it all (in the hope that it will end) i will miss it.. everything. everytime. everyone. awwwww...

oh well. you can never really get what you want. or keep something standing still. or even hold on to everything forever.  that is IMHO.

i want to move on to another phase in life, but i am scared to face the future. i want to be happy but when it comes, i fear that it will end soon. i want to leave but i want to keep them all. i want you, but i am scared to be with you. i love you, but i don't even know what it is all about.
 
when can i write something extraordinarily happy blog? DAYM. how hopeless can i get?!? darn it, i don't want to seem hopeless and desperate but i am!!!! huhuhuhuhuh..;(


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Crush - 3g's

thanks to mark for rekindling to me this old song;) hindi lang pala siya pang mga songs which sounds seemingly like vibrating over the electric fan, or voluntarily shaking or banging your head to produce that echoing or beating sound.. (with matching beautiful [kuno] eyes.) hahaha. anyway. thanks to you again. peace out!;)
 
You have got to have
The bluest eyes
I've ever seen
And when I wake from dreamin'
I am screaming out your name
 
Yes, I must confess
You simply are the best
And there's no point denying
When I'm lying by your side
 
It's more than just a crush
Everytime we touch
'Cause baby you know
You make this feel brand new
Like there's been no one else but you
 
For the first timeI feel like this could be
the last time I will(true love never lies)
Fall In Love
 
And for a thousand years
I hope to stay right here (right here)
Wrapped up all around you
So glad I found you when I did
 
You make me feel so pure
Like you're some kind of cure
Baby you're my healer
You heart stealer of a man
 
Hold Me
Baby 'Cause You Know Me
With every single touch
It's More Than Just a Crush
 
Reach Me
Only you can see me
And what i crave so much
Its more than just a crush
 
Fall In Love
For a thousand Years...


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Chapter 4

it's been a long day.  it has been ages since i've been out with the family for the entire day... and we were complete!!!  it's my niece's christening today and it is my first time to be ninang. i didn't cheap in for the gift that my sisters bought yesterday (it was a car seat, which my sister asked for=p) but i did make her a CD she has been asking from me. haha. i didn't do anything special with it, but it felt good doing something for her though. i was planning to do something with a baby motif to her cd cover, but i didn't have time, sticker, colored ink (in short i have nothing!) to do it.. too bad. anyway, my niece's getting bigger and prettier though;) i remembered she was too small and fragile that i was really afraid to even touch her. now she's kinda "handy" hehe, because i know she has stronger bones now.. hahaha.
 
after lunch, we went straight ahead to Batangas to visit lolo. he's been hospitalized for 2 days already. it has been yearssss since we last saw him.. although i didn't have much attachment to him, still, i felt i needed to see him. i dunno, they made it seem that we should. sounds scary though, but i am thankful that we got there. there's been that haunting reason why we were "prohibited" to visit him... long scary and threatening story. i don't even want to recall. i remember when i was a kid we used to spend every christmas, nov1 and 2 "holidays", holy week, and fiestas at the old house.. but since that freaky incident happened, we were not able to step in the lands of our family gatherings.. daym, i am enraged by recalling the situation..
 
anyway, on our way home, which was quite a breeze since there was no traffic in the south, suddenly the rain poured down. we stopped by the grocery store, with my mom buying stuff alone and we just waited and slept inside the car. it was really raining so hard, which makes me think that i have been like the rain these past few days.. i am raging. i didn't know why before, not until i realized that maybe the hormones did it. (oh yes, blame it to something else. or even BLAME IT ON THE RAIN. yeaaah, yeaaaah.) post-something... i had to be consciously aware of it, my friend told me so, because i have to explain it to people so they'd understand. but it was too late i guess. no more explaining to do because it was all over. guilt now surfaces, and i truly feel sorry to the people that made themselves feel that it is because of them that has caused my anguish. i plead guilty. i'm really sorry:( i have never again felt so responsible of being bitchy at times, i usually waste away and bitch some more to tease them. but i guess i am a bit older now, and a bit more sensitive to what others feel. haaaay. ang babaw ko kasi. nakakaasar na. pwede ko na bang patayin sarili ko? ayan. ang babaw ko na naman. bwiset!
i'll just laugh at myself after a few days, when i read this again... sige tawa pa.
 
it is hard to sneeze while brushing your teeth.
 
i miss the christmas lights...
 


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Here I Am There You Go - Splender

So now you say dirty things that you regret
Try to breathe and relax and get over it
This I know, this I know.

And now you look and you digging a deep hole
And every word that you say is regretable
This I know, this I know.

But here I am
There you go
Time's been changing you more than you'd ever know
Here I am
There you go
Ive been waiting for more than you'd ever know.

You can pretend that you don't need a reason
For all the calls on the phone that would never end
This I know, this I know.

So now your cold and your tired and ...
Try to wave with the hand as you scratch me
This I know, this I know.

We'll last, stay here.
while you're not there
Bear with me, please.
Day after day
I'll get my way
Bear with me.

So now you stare at the face in the photograph
You want to scream but you can't get ...
This I love, this I love.

Here I am
There you go
Time's been changing you more than you'd ever know
Here I am
I'll let you go
I've been waiting for more than, more than you know.

But I know
But I know
More than you know
Here I am
(I know, well I know)
Here I am
(I know)



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Unpressed. Repressed. Depress.

I'm quite indifferent
But it is seemingly usual
I'm all like the great pretender
Not to tell you how much I care
But I do,
You'll never know
But I really do

I have been looking for the perfect song
To capture every detail in my heart
But i can never find
Something as profound as you

They're all like showers of daffodils and roses
Dancing as they pour over my head
I am shackled by the memories of your smile
Imprisoned by the longings of your touch

I wonder how
Or when, or from where?
I got that from an Italian sonnet
But it doesn't really matter that much
They're all like shooting stars
Landed on earth
And came as arrows of love
That struck me
Right through my heart

You have ceaselessy amazed me
By the simple things you do
And you don't do
I never thought you could have gone that far
To make me realize that it is you
Oh, I never thought
And I can never be certain
But I'm hoping I will
And maybe you will, too

In Time
*****



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I'll Be Here Awhile Lyrics - 311

I'll be here awhile
Ain't going nowhere
I'll be here awhile
Ain't going nowhere
I'll be here awhile
Ain't going nowhere
I'll be here awhile

Far is solace in the
Maddening pace
Sad state
Written on my face
Not a tight rope walk
But dance
(Oh, oh, ooh)
Uncertain game of chance
(Oh, oh, ooh)
But I'll see it through in time

And if a person place
Or thing can deliver
I would quiver with delight
Tempted by the hand that could

Blind my vision and sight
But at twenty years of age
(Oh, oh, ooh)
In frolic and in rage
(Oh, oh, ooh)
I will see it through in time

But the dawn has come
Into the endless night
And everything's
Going to be all right
But at thirty years of age
Through frolic and in rage
All regressed and healed in time

I'll be here awhile
Ain't going nowhere
Said I
Said I
Said I
I will survive



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Jelly Beans

i was out today with gabby. i really didn't plan of going somewhere else (wanted to sleep the whole day.. or read 11 minutes), but surprisingly, the baby boy came running inside our house and he was just enough reason to come to SM, and spend time with him;) he was overly-makulit and i had a slight headache running after him. but it was all okay.;) he came stopping by Storyland, and stared by the Candy Store. I wanted to buy him some jelly beans (i remember when i was a kid when my mom used to buy us jelly beans from US. i liked those esp the mint ones, but i hated eating them when my mom bought the beans from Phils. dunno, is it different?!) but i only had some few coins in my pocket. i felt sorry for him and just told him to say bye-bye to the candies.. he was a good boy though. he didn't have tantrums!:) it was a happy day being with the kid again. hay! [the sigh with a smile!:)] next sunday will be the Christening of Baby Mae. quite exciting, because it'll be the first time i will be ninang. hahaha. i still don't have money to buy her a gift, so surely, i will just hitch from my sisters. harharhar!

anyway, i wish i was a kid again. eating jelly beans from US. being hugged... carried. kissed. fed. i wish i could transform into a kid, and be kissed and hugged by anyone without the malice.. the babies' charm that makes you want to kiss him and won't let go.. haaaaayy..

i need a hug.;)

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an excerpt from the diary of Maria - Eleven Minutes

...I stood for a long time by the roller coaster, and I noticed that most people get on it in search of excitement, but once it starts, they are terrified and want the cars to stop.

What do they expect? Having chosen adventure, shouldn't they be prepared to go the whole day? Or do they think that the intelligent thing to do would be to avoid the ups and downs and spend all their time on a carousel, going round and round on the spot?

At the moment, I'm far too lonely to think about love, but i have to believe that it will happen, that I will find a job and that I am here because I choose this fate. The roller coaster is my life;life is a fast, dizzying game; life is a parachute jump; it's taking chances, falling over and getting up again; it's mountaineering; it's wanting to get to the very top of yourself and to feel angry and dissatisfied when you don't manage it.

...However, if I believe that the track is my destiny and that God is in charge of the machine, then the nightmare becomes something thrilling. It becomes exactly what it is, a roller coaster, a safe, reliable toy, which will eventually stop, but, while the journey lasts, I must look at the rounding landscape and whoop with excitement.

--Paulo Coelho

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two seconds of tear drop

these are the moments that i feel i don't want to talk.. or even try to open my mouth. everything just don't fall into place, and i am f*cking tired and frustrated. DESPAIR, is one of the few things that can possibly change your life in split seconds. i wanted to quit, but i can't. it'll only make things WORSE. possibly the WORST. unreliable, non-sense form of ESCAPE... because it'll haunt you forever. and the only way of getting rid of it from your senses is to FINISH it. but DAYM. how?!? when?!? until what?!? i'm a SLAVE. but i am willing to be slave-driven by this 6-letter word for a few weeks more, just to be able to move on to another phase in life.

i don't know what else to do, but i am still holding on to the fact that we will finish. we will cross that line and rejoice finally that it is over. but not until that time comes, i have the luxury to complain, get tired for 16 days or more, sacrifice, feel frustrated, laugh at yourself, feel stupid, unworthy, have a little time "bonding" (and jamming that it is at times you feel brainless) with fellas on hallways, feel your stomach grumbling every after every 30 minutes (but feel like puking everytime you only have the choice between eating siomai, barbeque, corn, banana cue, or spend walking 10minutes under the scorching heat of the sun for a higher-budget meal at jollibee or mcdonalds. but frugality surfaces, so you stick to the former)thinking about possible solutions to unknown problems, feel sometimes special (for some uknown you reason, you just feel so..) discovering a few secrets from other people, realizing the other sides of other people, feel deprived of having to read a 200++ pages of a book (hanging on to the roller coaster story of MARIA, which somehow makes me realize of how life should be treated.. a strong woman she is, dared to live life to the fullest...), wanted to sleep for and hour or two, but unable to do so, coming to school around 10-1030 am, realizing it is time for lunch, and after a few moments it's 430, and then it's 8pm, and then 9... realizing by wednesday that the week will be ending soon. and by saturday you feel it's a great day because the next day is sunday and it will feel great being home, but when it's sunday you realize that tomorrow will be monday and it's again another cycle...

tomorrow will be another day of counting.. subtracting another day, another hour, another minute, another second.. but still, at the end of the day, i thank the Lord for giving me all these. because He makes me realize things i have never realized before, blessing me with more strength, and keeping my faith strong so i may be able to carry through another day of counting...



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.... never forget that, until God deigns to reveal the future of man, the sum of all human wisdom will be contained in these two words: WAIT and HOPE..

- count of monte cristo

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Just a day, just an ordinary day..

the little rascals were here! hehe. gabby and baby mae are in the houuuseee! wooohooo! it's been a while since i last saw these little babies around, and it never fails to give me that natural high..;) i really love kids, esp these kiddos because they're our firsts. first boy and first girl for the family. hahahaha. they already left today and i'll be counting the days again to seeing them again..

anyway, we had a little family reunion today. we were almost complete;) it's been soooooo long since we were all together. it feels great though seeing them all. i'm afraid for the day to come that we'll be 3 left at home.. because at the time that only three of us are left, it only means that i'm the NEXT to leave... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. i can't imagine leaving home.. someday i will.

there's nothing much to say. the comments are saying more than enough. hahaha. i realized something though, i am planning to revive the business i once had. i used to print stickers/calling cards for my classmates when i was in 3rd till 4th year. it died for some unknown reason. my sister was managing it though, and i just typed and printed them all out. i even lock myself into the room before when i found out (only after printing them all) that i have made a typo in one of the calling cards i made! booboo!!! i was lucky enough to have minor ones.. typed F instead of E!!! and to keep myself from printing it again, i marked the last line for letter E from F using my black-g-tech pen. haha. what a move. luckily, i did good in concealing the booboo without my sister and the buyer noticing it. (well i sure i hope i did.. and i won't be doing it again, for goodness sake. be more careful and will make 100 times sure that i type in correct details!!!)

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Panawagan

nananawagan ako sa sangkatauhan, help me fulfill these wishes. hahaha. be my genies for the moment... bahahahahahaha. or santa... or my cupid. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!

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